May 2012
47 posts
all I want to do is adventure enough until I get home sick.
I don’t want to keep you in a relationship were you’re unhappy, or where you do things you don’t like, JUST to make it work. I don’t want you to wear yourself out over me. But as much as I hate admitting it, you know very well I’m a broken kid. There are several things that I have to be certain of, all the time, or I don’t feel comfortable in the relationship....
I have a funny feeling my perfect little world is fraying at the seems. Well it was nice while it lasted, don’t forget me?
gh3tt0fabul0us:
EA GAMES
challenge everything
what if I say you fill the void in my heart?
fuck it all.
im screwed anyway
do you really think of me? do you dream of my lips, my touch, the taste of my kiss? do you really miss me, ache for me, and cherish me? you want me? please for my sake, don’t play me. don’t fake this. don’t break me. take me for what I am and please just adore it.
I dream about your eyes, how they captivate mine. I can’t stop thinking about you and everything you do.
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having serious issues today. trying not to backslide on this healthy thing, but I have it drilled in my head that I need to lose this weight. and now that its warm out, im at the beach almost everyday, seeing beautiful people play in the sand looking fucking great. and there I am, feeling like a fucking whale. I want to be /that/ girl. the one who turns head, the one who people say is beautiful....
if my family new that I was a blogger...
scary thought!
all this stillness makes me anxious. it feels like the eye of the storm, any moment now my world might start flying around, shattering all my hard work.
camping tonight. thank god im out of the house.
this is turning out to be a disaster.
what kind of life do we live when we’re living it just to go faster?
what a story this will be
if you end up with me
and baby I can make you see…
there’s more to life than sinking ships
and maybe its hard with a hand full of cards
but close your eyes and loosen your lips,
this once in a life time;
no second chances.
I just want to be the girl a boy could be proud of.
to the boys who've changed me
1. You were there every day for four years and although you hate me now I will never stop loving you and how you made me feel about myself. I don’t know what happened or what you were told, but I can promise you, I’m the same girl you once knew, only stronger. But the months have pasted and my heart has come to realize that the text I sent you in the middle of the night was our last...
im so sick of people saying they will be there, and then when things get a little rough, they disappear.
Oh im sorry, I shouldn’t be upset when you tell me to lean on you and then fall on my ass. I should have caught myself! duh. wow how’d I miss that. #sarcasm this is so unreal. Im done with everyone. you’re a joke.
April 2012
1 post
This is all of me. The words you read tell the...
I’m not planning out this post, so I aplogize for all the rhymes. I think in rhythm and I often find myself free writing in an almost poetic like style. Swwy.
I’m choking. I’m sufficating on life and holy shit, what am I doing?
I left the most significant person in my life. That in its self is absolutely horrifying. I dont know left from right, up or down. He was my compass...
March 2012
109 posts
I am burning with safe hate right now… I am an awful person.
